My First Epiphany: Happiness Is a Choice
When I was 16, I had my first real epiphany—one that altered the course of my life. It wasn’t during some peaceful meditation or deep conversation. It happened in the middle of chaos.
I grew up in a home where happiness was a foreign concept. Yelling, anger, and verbal abuse were daily occurrences. The environment was toxic, and it felt like I was slowly drowning in depression, weighed down by circumstances I didn’t choose.
Then one morning, something clicked.
As I was getting ready for school, blasting Rage Against the Machine—my then morning routine spent trying to psych myself up for the day ahead like I was preparing for battle—I paused. I realized how unhappy I was. Not just sad. Miserable. And I remember thinking: this isn’t cool. This isn’t who I want to be.
That’s when the epiphany hit me:
What if I could choose to be happy?
What if happiness wasn’t something that just happened to people—but something you could create?
Choosing Happiness: The Mindset Shift That Started Everything
In that moment, I made a decision. I would stop waiting for my environment to change. I would stop surrendering my emotions to the chaos around me. I would take back control—and choose to see life differently.
That choice became the beginning of my journey toward healing, growth, and purpose.
I didn’t know it at the time, but science would eventually back me up.
The Science of Happiness: What Really Improves Well-Being
Researchers in positive psychology have identified five key elements that consistently lead to a happier, more fulfilling life. These are known as the PERMA Model:
Positive Emotions – Cultivating joy, gratitude, and optimism
Engagement – Finding flow in activities you love
Relationships – Building strong, meaningful human connections
Meaning – Living for something greater than yourself
Accomplishments – Setting and achieving goals that matter
Each of these is within your power to build, and focusing on them can dramatically increase your overall well-being.
So yes—happiness is a choice, and science proves it.
The Problem: Society Isn’t Built to Make You Happy
Here’s the challenge: most systems in our society are not designed to prioritize your happiness or emotional well-being. From school to work to media to marketing, we’re constantly fed messages that link success to external achievements—especially money.
Money has become the ultimate scoreboard in modern life. We treat it as the goal instead of what it truly is: a tool.
But when you make money the measure of your worth, you disconnect from what truly matters. You lose touch with the emotional, relational, and spiritual elements that actually make life worth living.
Money Is a Tool—Not the Goal
Money should be used to support your well-being—not define it.
Use money to:
Create positive experiences
Invest in relationships and community
Support meaningful work
Pursue passions and goals
Eliminate unnecessary stress
When you align your financial life with the principles of PERMA, you’re no longer chasing happiness—you’re building it.
Final Thought: Your Power to Choose
If you’re feeling stuck, overwhelmed, or unhappy, remember this: You can choose a new story. You can choose a new lens. You can choose happiness.
It may not be easy. It may not happen overnight. But the first step is realizing that you have the power—regardless of your past, your environment, or your bank account.
That was my first epiphany. I’ve never looked back.